since i am unmarried..i can always jeopardize myself to take new challenge..whether it will works or not..i don't even know..but how about when i settle down, how will be the situation then..am i going to succeed with my future life?..or vise versa..pray for me ya..hee..thanks :)..i always excited to see what will happen in my next chapter of life :D ..so, just follow the flow..there is many more years to go..hope don't fall to the deepest hole..afraid yet surprising..
i always realize that Allah is fair...nobody have complete package in life..life is always a challenged..if you think other person is better than you, try to see what he doesn't have but you have..even the king doesn't always happy though he have everything in the world easily..think about that and you will always feel grateful..
hmm..talking about this because i got new job offer thats makes me feel doubt a lil bit..but, im sure it was destined like that for me..if not it will not come for the first place isn't it?..so again, i don't want to swim against the river flow..coz it will be harder and i don't sure that i can reach to the river bank..haha..maybe this is the stepping stone for me to move forward..as i am in my comfort zone for quite long time..and my skill is getting faded..heh..its time to polish it again..
huhu..so hard, because i love my current job so much but its will bring me nowhere..haishh..if only government sector is not so tough to hire someone like me..i am good what..i can do every task they give..but just because my grade is low, i was disqualified just like that..huhu..pity me..i am nobody in government..but, i already perform in government services..and i hope i gave something to this country..i love my country so much..hee..those who always condemn the government, whose manage this country for so long..and gave so much to the country, please think, what is your contribution to make your country better..if you got new idea, speak up..we are democratic country..every voice is listened..thats how its works by the way..
to the government servant, please be honest and loyal with your work..especially those who work in higher level..because your services is the mirror to our government..don't blame the government if you yourself corrupt..think about other people..you serve for your nation..ohh..you don't know how much you will be reward from god..hmm
so, with bismillahirrahmanirrahim, i now resign my current job..and will start new on 1st march..hope it going well..i have so much debt to be settle before i closed my eyes..hee..takutnyeee...
wish me luck okeh :D ..chaiyuk2x...
p/s: lepas ni, mungkin akan ade komplen2 pasal keje baru lak..hahaha..well, biase la ;p ..eh, pening tak korg baca entry BI aku..lalala..saye budak baru belaja..kalo salah tolong betulkan..wekkk..